I was in a Mood.

25 Sep I was in a Mood.

You ever get on your own nerves? Like, you legitimately want to side-eye yourself?

That’s been me lately. I just thought I was in a mood. I’m moody sometimes, it happens (especially during that time of the month, TMI–sorry). But I was even struggling to find things to stay here.

And that’s never been the case. This is my baby, yall are my friends. I can’t remember the last time I was this committed to something.

But yesterday morning it hit me.

I resent myself.

There are things I’ve wanted that I haven’t gone after. Things that I know no longer serve me but continue to do them. I was mad at myself for it.

I wasn’t even writing in my journal. No gratitude list, either. I don’t even know when this happened. Just one day it was.

But I’m fine. Really. I wrote out a list of things to get me inspired again, it really helped. I’m thinking of making it a ‘7 Things’ video. What do you think?
I realize that these pictures have nothing to do with the post. But in a way they do. I’m always (well, usually) smiling or talking (most definitely) but always thinking.

🙂

p.s. Looking at this post, I look like I’m expecting. False. I didn’t want to wear a belt to keep the shirt down because it made the dress look a little shorter than I thought was apropro for the dentist.